I SUCK!!!

Okay... I met up with friends on Saturday evening... didnt smoke till I had the crappiest dinner at this place called Pot Pourri on Turner Riad, Bandra... god awful stir friend veggies they have. So frustration led to a smoke...then another... and then more all through Sunday. Was ashamed that all that resolve and resilience had come to nought in no time...

I had succeeded for whatever little time I did not smoke was because I was by myelf working mostly... but I hold myself for more than a couple of hours when a friend was smoking right beside me...Will I ever be able to quit...

Dont know... but am gonna try again... so best of luck to me!!!