Thursday, September 22, 2005

Nothing Doing... at the client side!

Blogging surely seems to be the last thing on my 'Things-To-Do-When-I-Am-Bored' list. Not surprisingly I blog only when I have absolutely nothing else to do. The second last thing on my 'TTDWIAB' list is staring at my inbox and then closing my eyes for exactly 7 seconds. Then opening my eyes, press F5 exactly thrice and see a few mails come in!!! It worked a few times... but I seem to have lost it now. Hence, this new post...

Currently, I am sitting here at a client's office waiting for the project to start. That the project is yet to start makes me feel sad. That the project will start soon also makes me sad.

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."


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